I continue to purposely procrastinate the inevitable. I’m aware of it, but still frozen. No movement. The writing is on the wall. It’s been years coming. We all know, but no one wants to prepare.
I have to write a eulogy. I want to write it. I must write it. But how.
How do you write something like that about someone who has brought you into this world? What meager words can I use to express someone who has been so profound in my life. What sentences can I string together to make any sense of a life time? For several years of my life, she was my life line.
How does one articulate and convey one’s feelings? I have no idea. I am lost. I don’t know where to begin.
But merely begin I must.